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Lulu Bonner
I thought I was a pretty healthy person. I created Lulu's Chocolate in 2006 and it was a success. I had six figure security, an incredible marriage, and amazing friends.
In early 2022 I was literally brought to my knees by a healing crisis in which I lost 37 lbs and spent the majority of two months in bed. Listening to doctors only made things worse, and I was terrified. I had almost 30 years of experience working with psychedelics for resolving difficult issues, but with my shattered nervous system, my options felt limited. I turned to therapeutic ketamine for support, and my answer came clearly.
My Story: About
It was time to heal my unresolved trauma by befriending my mind and reclaiming my body as sacred, safe space. I’m a survivor of long term domestic violence, and I mistakenly thought that if I did tons of yoga, convinced myself I’d forgiven my family, and committed to loving kindness, that meant I was healed. Little did I know that the trauma of my youth created a continually dysregulated nervous system that colored my thoughts, beliefs, behaviors, and ultimately, my health. I had no vocabulary for the ways I felt broken and alone. I blamed myself and hid behind being chronically busy.
I had to set aside my pride and accept that I had Complex PTSD, with symptoms of extreme hypervigilance and chronic dissociation.
This led me into deep research of the autonomic nervous system, which became an investigation into my own biology of belief. By learning about the interplay of my mental, emotional, and physical bodies, I was able to access my innate healing wisdom and work with my energy to create what I call vibrational freedom, leading me to truly love my life.
Although my healing crisis was difficult, it served as my compassionate guide, lighting my true path. My passionate purpose is to be an ally for others on their healing journey. My core belief has always been Unity. Whatever helps one of us, helps us all. Our own healing is the greatest gift we can give. There are no “others.”
You got this. I’m here for you. Xo Lulu
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